and It sure as hell aint normal, but we deal, we deal.

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 03:36:36 GMT

yeah, so.

my hair? totally ruined forever.

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 10:45:51 GMT

SERIOUSLY, WEDNESDAY BETTER COME FASTER.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 08:09:13 GMT

hung out with shayna today! went to burger king, and then to her house for a little while.

not sure if i'm still gonna sneak over to lyndsays house tonight, because my mom still isn't home.

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 01:33:02 GMT

girls are seriously more confusing than rubix cubes.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 23:47:39 GMT

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

Besides that. Life's been really confusing latley. Silverstein show friday, is a no-go because I lost my tickets.

Hanging with Lyndsay friday? Maybe?

Saturday's free.

Sunday, Mall with Hannah.

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 23:44:18 GMT

"write paragraphs or statements about the people who have been on your mind, without saying their name, or anything giving them away, including gender and relationship to you, simply addressing them as "you". do it if you will. it feels kinda good."

1.) i really miss how we used to be able to talk to each other about the world, and now it's been cut to a simple hello, or goodbye. sometimes not even that. it almost seems like you don't even care. i really wish things could go back to how they used to be.

2.) at first i thought we were good friends, but obviously you didn't feel the same way. i have nothing against you in any way, and almost wish we could still be friends.

3.) your really someone i can relate too, and someone who's always there to make me, well, laugh. i love talking to you in school, and really think your such a great, chipper, funny person, and i had a tiny crush on you once.

4.) you have got to be one of the greatest people to be around in the world. i could be in one of the worst moods ever, and just the simple smile from your face would reverse my mood completely, and have me smiling right back at you. we almost seemed to be fading away, and i really hope that doesn't happen because i care the world about you. and i had somewhat of a large crush on you once.

5.) thank god i ever met you, because i don't know where i'd be, or who would always be there for me, no matter what its about. we have so much in common, and it's always a great time talking to you, or hanging out. i could go on and on about how much i adore you, and i know you could do the same thing for me. i hope the only thing in our future is getting closer, and never leaving each others sides. your truly the most amazing girl i've ever laid eyes on.

6.) i definitely liked being friends with you, and then started to get a little annoyed of you. things got better, and i thought they were better for good, but it seems i was wrong. i wish we could be as close as i wanted us to be, but that doesn't seem the case.

7.) i miss the old days where we used to be the best of friends. all through 7th grade, we were definitely the coolest people ever. but after that, things went completely downhill. i tried a few times to pick everything back up and start back at the beginning, but sometimes you weren't willing to cooperate. i still miss you though.

8.) your a fucking idiot, and i hate you. you've been copying me and almost worshiping me since we met and its one of the creepiest things ever. you have no individuality whatsoever, and definitely don't mind looking like a total douche in front of the class. you need to start developing your own personality, and stop playing ditto with my life. it's fucking dumb.

9.) always there for me, but sometimes you can be a little too strict. i love how your willing to throw whatever your doing down the toilet, and try and help me, and i really appreciate it. your a true role model in many ways, but have definitely set a couple bad examples for me in my life, and i'm fucking glad for it. you've really helped life roll right along.

10.) i care about you more than i think you believe i do. the little things i may do to acknowledge your there, really mean a lot more than you think. i trust you, but i really wish we'd be closer, just as we almost once were. i almost fell for you actually, but things just started to change. i don't know why. somehow i wish i could be one of your true best friends. i think i once was, but now, that's really not looking to be something that'll happen anytime soon, no matter how hard i try.

11.) i thought were once as close as two people could be. we rished it, and it could of, but didn't work out. we used to talk so much, and you used to be so differant. i know your still the same person to you, and most everyone else, but to me, your just not there yet. i've found out a few things about you latley that are pretty cool. and i miss talking to you late on the phone on schoolnights. i still trust you with the world, but i'm really scared latley that we've been fading. i miss you so much.

oh, and don't bother commenting asking which one is you. you might not even be here. but if you are, i'm sorry, but i most likley won't tell you.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 20:33:30 GMT

so theres this girl; she's amazing.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 11:34:02 GMT

tgif bitches.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 00:28:38 GMT

new xbox next week! ^.^

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 14:00:35 GMT

i FUCKING hate my mom. i'm never speaking/trusting her with anything for the rest of my life, and i'm about as serious as serious can be.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 00:27:44 GMT

8th hour, making fun of mike, the foregin kid, with frank. best hour ever.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 01:23:19 GMT

donna salem is my hero.

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 19:04:52 GMT

not going out for halloween. i dont know, it just doesn't feel the same as it did back in the days. i dont have anything picked out to wear, and i'd much rather eat cake with shayna for her birthday.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 20:11:51 GMT

things latley have been going amazing for a change. i met this amazing girl.

going to the mall right now with alyssa and michelle. later.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 16:55:36 GMT

holy shit. michelle's sister's hoodie was small and it stopped me from breathing.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 22:06:38 GMT

birthday was sweet. went out to dinner with my dad, that was sweet. last night randi and jesse came over, we chilled on the porch. me and jesse rolled down into the creek. we all went up to ebeling after like 12379138 minutes of hanging out, and then they left.

got an ipod nano. its love

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 02:05:24 GMT

so chris has a myspace now. its not nessasarily finished, but its getting there. i'll have pictures upload on saturday night, or sunday morning. so if you have a myspace. add me.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 20:41:54 GMT

FUCK YOU UCS schoolboard. FUCK YOU

oh yeah, and starbucks with riva and crystal was sweet.

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 20:42:46 GMT

lets get this straight kids, i'm not bi.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 23:17:21 GMT

eh?

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 22:48:10 GMT

caramel latte's at starbucks with riva tomorrow. thats gonna be stellar.

wtf. i just said stellar.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 19:31:48 GMT

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:28:47 GMT

today was pretty rad. alyx, shayna, jesse, and randi all came over, and we headed over to Baker Square for some eatin. After hearing it would be a 45 minute wait we decided we'd rather go stuff our faces at burger king. after having a crazy cashier charge us for all this shit we NEVER said, we ate our food. then like any other cool kids, we ripped our shoes off, and ventured through the BK play tube things. 5 minutes later the employee comes in there and tells us its for kids. "we're kids at heart", it didnt per sway her. after chillen at the front of the slide with shayna and jesse, we left. we were talking while walking back me jesse and shayna hid behind some pine tree's, and i think we confused randi and alyx. we walked all the way to randi's house over on Lincoln, and then Shayna and Jesse had to leave. alyx's dad drove me home, and that's about ittt. today was rad.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 02:28:40 GMT

No one has livejournals anymore, its ridiculous. I feel like a fucking loser sporting like, 6 friends on LJ, I used to have like 60+. Come on people, get with it. Come back. Night.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 18:58:03 GMT

I FUCKING BROKE MY IPOD.